having the pleasure of seeing things more clearly... am placerea sa ma vad pe mine mai bine si ceea ce vreau. sa vad mai bine ceea ce sunt si lucrurile care nu se vor schimba la mine (cum ar fi faptul ca sunt teribil de iresponsabila cu banii - would say that I need a rich boyfriend/husband, dunno if that would help though). going to London if everything works out right (with the bank of course). most importantly, me staying with my friends next year too there's sort of a comfort in having someone to listen to you. even if they do just that. basically everything but that particular part sucks, but I stopped caring
I'm giving my deviant account up. just decided that I don't need another thing in my life to waste my time with so many precious moments lost infront of the computer, hoping that something will just "happen" in order to, like, get somewhere, get the feeling you're doing "something" [running away is running towards any way] the chapter of deviant has closed for me. at least for now. hope ppl who post things here (pointing secretly to andrew) will still send me some links for me to see
for those of you still reading this. I've met some special ppl who have shared a lot of their soul to me in such short time. I need a break from this and get into some real life. Oh, and, I don't care what you think go figure.